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I want to tell those of you who read this blog how much I value your feedback. Your support from my previous post was such a blessing to me... Let me open with a question, Do you pray about your stuff? What I'm asking do you talk to God about you daily stuff? As a little girl, I remember thinking that God didn't really care much about the little things in my life. I thought God only cared about sick and dying people. As I got older, I /discovered I loved praying for others with all kinds of needs, and even become known as the prayer warrior in some circles. Secretly, I had full faith in God's willingness to answer my prayers on behalf of others, but believed God saw my needs and wants as trivial. The last couple of years, God has shown me that prayer is a gift that enables me to come to Him in total dependence upon Him! I am learning that with God there is no topic too deep or shallow for prayer. I long to teach children this, so that they know prayer isn't just a thing to be done before dinner. I knew these scriptures that said pray about everything, but I didn't really think it meant EVERYTHING. As I read the Bible, I am starting to see that those who pray about everything are the people who are the most content lives in Joshua 9 the Israelites were deceived by the Gibeon people, who requested a treaty to save there lives. In many cases Joshua and Israel sought God before taking action. In this case, scripture does not say or imply this here. They did not consult God about what to do when approached by these neighbors regarding a treaty. I cannot help, but wonder if maybe they might have assumed this decision was a no brainier, and they could use their own common sense, instead of seeking God's will in the situation. As a result, they were deceived I doubt they intended to violate God's plan in this mater, but they may have fallen into 2 traps. One pride, they must have assumed they were independent enough that they already knew God's will in the matter, so they failed to seek Him on the issue. When we assume we already know what God has to say about a matter, rather than taking time to listen to Him,we are in danger of casually missing his direction and blessing. A few weeks ago, I had a rather embarrassing situation which to me seemed almost too practical to pray about, but out of my own desperation, and a promoting of God's leading I prayed. God gave me exactly what I prayed for. Imagine if I had not accepted the invitation to bring this concern to God. what a blessing I would have missed out on! It is also possible to miss God's blessing when we assume He only cares about some things in our lives and not others. I believe part of the reason I've battled anxiety in my life, is because I assumed God did not care about what troubled me, so rather rely on Him in trust, I thought I had to either worry or fix it myself.
Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. 7 Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.". Phil. 4:6-7. I admit I resented this verse in my childhood and teen years, because it was often used as a "pat answer. We can get so focused on the do not portion of this passage, that we forget that isn't just a command, about not worrying, but a command to pray! We are not just told to talk with God about serious matters, we are told here to pray about EVERYTHING. The daily things- the boring things, the silly things in life. Does prayer matter in your life?
"The purpose of this blog is to share my journey from Head to Heart, and hopefully inspire others not to miss the Sunset moments in their lives. As the truth of God's love, makes way from head to heart- it makes it possible to embrace the Sunsets in our lives!" -TJ Ellis
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Showing posts with label prayer. Show all posts
Showing posts with label prayer. Show all posts
Saturday, May 25, 2013
Monday, September 03, 2012
My Heart Wide Open.
I look around for answers to
questions unspoken.
In the silence
your Voice is clear.
“My Child, I see you.”
“Do you know me?”
My, Child I Know You.”
“Are you too busy to notice me?”
“Do you see the emptiness inside?”
The walls of pride start slowly fading
“Yes, Child I have
seen…
I wipe my tear stained face.
“My Child, when did
you stop believing, my care for you?
“When will you stop
running from me?
“I see the broken
dream.”
I saw how hurt you
were when you realized it wasn’t going to be.”
“You would not allow
me to heal and comfort you.”
“You refused to let
me fill the hallow space.
You have tried every
single mask man has ever made.”
“You went through the
motions just the same,
“Like a performer in
a well written play,”
“I know it is what
you wished and prayed for.”
“It isn’t what is
best suited for you, or the life I designed for you.. “
"It would not have
fixed everything."
It is time to let go,
and trust me by faith.”
I don’t know how to let it go, it hurts too much.”
“Give it To Me Child it
is mine to carry.”
Monday, June 07, 2010
A Sense of Urgency! Prayer Part I...
One thing I look forward to when I get to heaven is the ability to be able to kneel before the Lord. Right now my knees are fixed in one position and it is impossible for my knees to be otherwise, not only that, but numerous bones in my legs and feet would break if attempted, I don't say that as way of getting sympathy, I'm just stating it for the state of fact, After my last post, I was in hopes that I could post something of a little lighter topic for your reading, and there will come times where that is the case, but the truth my is I started this blog, as a written express of my journey in Christ, and hoped it would inspire others too. Tonight I want to tell you about one of the greatest joys in my life! Drum roll.... PRAYER.... CAN I MAKE A HUMBLE AND RATHER GUT WRENCHING CONFESSION TO YOU? I HAVE A LOVE/HATE RELATIONSHIP WITH THE ACTIVITY OF PRAYER. I am sure those words are borderline blasphemy at the very least. Sure people call me prayer warrior or partner frequently, and as TONIGHT I HAVE SUCH A SENSE OF URGENCY TO PRAY FOR MANY TONIGHT WHO NEED HOPE HEALING AND COMFORT. SOME ARE PEOPLE WHO READ THIS BLOG, AND TONIGHT I REMIND MYSELF AND EACH OF YOU THAT THE BATTLE YOU FACE CAN BE BROUGHT TO OUR LOVING AND CARING GOD! PRAYING WITH A HEAVY HEART!
1. http://aninstrument4hisglory.blogspot.com/ Beth Praying for you!
2. My Mom's PET' SCAN.
3. MY FRIEND SANDRA WHOSE FATHER IS SERIOUSLY ILL.
4. Oil Spill
5. Those with terminal cancer
6. Failing marriages
7. Solders and missionaries
These are only a few of the things on my heart tonight that I am entrusting to God in prayer!
Desiring the Higher Things,
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
You Gotta Deal with it!
Image from Google images... http://www.afrogeekchic.wordpress.comWhether we Christians like to admit it or not, there is a level of truth to the above phrase. Please hear me- I will be the first to admit that THERE IS EVIL in the world, and the sources of that evil are the three S''s Sin, Satan and Self. I might even be inclined to change the above phrase to read, "The path to evil often begins with apathy. Don't believe me? Let that sink in for a minute. I bet more people become atheists through apathy than most any other reason. It is eaier, in some ways to believe in nothing, than it is to believe in an ALL POWERFUL GOD, because one calls you to invest nothing, while the other calls you to invest everything! Sure maybe it happens for other reasons, but it does not happen without Apathy. You suffer, you become hurt or mad, before you know it that hurt, becomes apathy, and finally that apathy becomes deeply rooted bitterness unless it dealt with. It was not just evil that led to the Holocaust it was the belief that nothing could be done so why try or the "that's their problem, not mine" motto. What does Apathy look like? It depends on the person. For you apathy maybe cutting in line at the grocery, or knowing you should apologize, but not caring enough to say it.
I'll confess where it has shown up inside me lately. One Idolatry, and second prayerlessness. What I just put out there ,for all the world to see isn't just embarrassing, it is dangerous, because of the gifts God has entrusted to me. People would likely not be surprised by the idols of my own soul, at least I don't think they would, but one thing a prayer warrior is never expected to battle is the temptation of prayerlessness. I'm not saying that all these years I've faked a calling or commitment to prayer, it isn't in me to do that, I fear the Lord far too much to be willfully phony in that way, in seasons past, I've been called to spend both short and long periods of time earnestly pleading with God on behalf of others. I say this not with a boastful motive, but rather to provide evidence of my apathy in recent "Seasons" Last summer my mom's cancer returned, when I sure it was a permanent healing from God. Six months later, it returned as you know, what you may not know, is that my faith isn't apparently as strong as I thought it was, and since then I have been baffled with questions in my heart and mind, as to why it returned again. She is currently in remission, and yes I do give God all credit and honor for that. It has brought all sorts of questions about intercessory prayer I've never faced before like can we mere humans influence God through prayer? The answer to that question is one that makes my brain and my heart, hurt and still I have seen God perform wonders, and I know those wonders have come about through this amazing thing I've loved for so long called prayer. Jesus made prayer possible, so I must trust even when I don't understand it So to bring this back around, the Bible uses another word for apathy. It is Lukewarm. So I must be willing to not settle for apathy, but rather Christ Centered Excellency! These two issues have also began to effect my eagerness in writing prayer letters for CHOICES. I didn't even realize it until the Lord and I untangled the matter this morning. So take it from me, if there is any matter of apathy in your walk with God, don't let it sit there, face it, even if it takes days, or weeks, or months, to get back on the path again. Make the effort, whatever it takes because apathy, is no place for one of God's Children! Rev.3:16 "So, because you are lukewarm-neither hot nor cold-I am about to spit you out of my mouth."
Desiring the higher things...
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