The Blogger Herself

The Blogger Herself

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Urge to blog....

Hi Bloggers:
I warn you that I don't know how this blog will turn out. Good news mom is home from the hosptial! She is groggy and weak but home. Thank you for your prayers! I want you to know God is providing in all this! He is faithful! My grandmother who we live with fell and dislocated her finger. I have not felt well today. One of my aids was sick when sick last night, when she came, she said it was probably food posioning, but I'm just not at all sure. I'm not usually parnoid about sickness, but today I am. I actually was mad that she came and exposed my family and I to possible sickness right now. I know she probably meant well,
but....
I cannot seem to shake this anger I've been feeling lately, and yet there are streams of thankfulness as well. I have moments of numbness and just exagustion, but then I think where is this coming from it isn't as though, I'm working or going to school right now. I am having doubts about my blog content too as well since my blog was intentded to honor the Lord, and I am not sure that is what this blog is lately. Anyway thank you for sticking with me, I will one day be able to vist your blogs regularly.

2 comments:

Dee said...

Hi, Your blog is full of glory and honor to the Lord. I think you are just dealing with post trauma from your moms surgery. Take a few days to deal with your feelings...crying would help, or beat up a pillow. You will feel better soon. When it rains it pours, but the sun always comes out.

Glenda, saved by grace said...

Seems like there is always some clouds with the sunshine. It happens in all our lives. Continue to take it all to the Lord in prayer.
T.J. you are so strong. God has blessed you with more than you'll know. Your such an inspiration to me!