Has it really been over a week since I blogged? Well here is the deal, next week they will put me to sleep to get rid of a kidney stone that has been causing me problems for awhile. I had to go to the ER last wed, because of pain. I'm no stranger to surgery, I have had my share, but I barely know this doctor, and he advised me that even though it is day surgery, it is kinda a "big deal" So since I'm use to 5 to 7 hours surgeries, an hour and a half seems like a piece of cake. But I've never had anything done that related to my kidney, before so I'm kind of chicken. R ember a few weeks ago when I had that stomach bug, yeah I'm kinda thinking this could be related.
In other news, last Sunday night I was feeling lonely as I often do on Sunday nights. I could give a list of reasons why, but I won't.... The point is I was feeling forgotten and lonely, and there was this ache longing, I just could not shake. I could barely pray, but had such intense feelings I can't seem to put into words. but The Holy Spirit reminded me that God would NEVER LEAVE ME! The sweetest peace came over me, I don't know about you, but I need someone who will follow through on their promise to never leave me. When God says He will Never Leave He is serious. I'll be honest, this week I'm deserving of being abandoned... I have not sought God as I know I'm called to... But He is still God, and He is still with me! I'"ll try to post a part 2 with scripture soon, but isn't it cool to know God will not abandon us, even when as the song says we are prone to wander
