My last post I expressed my struggle with coming to terms with my emotions, and still choosing faith. I am doing much better! Thank you for your prayers these have made an amazing difference! I don't want to focus too much on my struggles tonight, but instead on the faithfulness of God. I took a 48 hour sabbatical from all things electronic other than my chair and TV, and guess what it was blissful! I got out of my own head, and as we traveled I sat in the quiet, and I know people back here in Chattanooga were praying for me, and some not in Chattanooga too. Perhaps it was the huge waterfalls I watched in a small town park or the amazing cheeseburger on the grill that I ate which tasted like a celebration in month. Was it the sound of unexpected laughter or the overload of tasty goodies that turned my sadness into surprising joy. It was all of these, but it was something else too. It was the chance to get away from myself and the sameness of life. The opportunity to forget about life back here. To forget about my bad habits or life's choices, or comparing my life to that of people my own age. It was the ability to forget all things waiting for me back here, and to confess my sins and be refreshed and renewed. It was the reality that I heard my mom laugh harder this weekend than she has in a long time. It was the gift of counting my blessings, and
Seeking the Higher things, Fun Pictures of Family reunion weekend below!