What is Worship Anyway? (A Larger View)

    Hi Bloggers:

Let me just be honest here, I'm feeling a lot of pressure to move ahead in life, and in writing, but I feel very little creativity flowing through my veins, so I'm going to do something I rarely do, and just relax and write...  I'm letting go, of the agenda....  I hope you will still find inspiration and meaning from this blog, but sometimes life is just filled with what may seem mundane upon the surface, but maybe the real miracle is that with the right perspective, we discover nothing to our Savior is mundane.  I mean what if Jesus had thought coming to earth was too earthly or mundane?  Where would that leave you and me?  What if Jesus had been of the mindset that the task to dwell in flesh, was just not spiritual enough.  Of course he knew that his earthly ministry would result in the highest eternal purpose, but what about all the in between seemingly tedious tasks-that come with being part of humanity?  Yes, it is true that Jesus always put greater focus on eternal things, but maybe our Lord, didn't compartmentalize the way we do, maybe he sees everything even those less glamorous moments, as a humble means of worship?  How do you think our lives would be different, if we too adopted such thinking?  Would we smile instead of frown?  Would we find joy in the meager tasks of the day instead of only those which we label "spiritual"?  I don't think Jesus intended for us to classify tour lives in sections labeled spiritual or secular.  He didn't intend for us as Christians to wear a bubble around ourselves, refusing to get our hands dirty.  The teachers of biblical times failed to understand that no matter how clean they kept their hands, apart from Christ their souls would forever contain the dirt called sin.  They didn't understand that a person could get their hands dirty by giving themselves, and yet a heart could be cleansed only by Christ!  Our Savor got his hands dirty on earth, but his soul of purity remained.  If He is our example, then should it not be true of us since he is in and with us!  Just a thought.  "Whatever you do, do it with all your heart unto the Lord, not unto men." Col 3:23 What are your thoughts?  Do you struggle with a limited view of what the Lord deems "spiritual" maybe we should relax a little huh?

Why Joy? Half Full Friday!

                                                                           Anyone out there?  Perhaps my blog reads have left??  Hope not...  Hope you have found reason for joy this week!

1. I am joyful for the gift of prayer.  To be on the giving end
2. I'm joyful for the blessing of fellowship!
3. I'm joyful for little moments to reflect on God's wonderful work.
4. I'm joyful because I had a great time today @ the volunteer luncheon.
5. I'm joyful that I heard Elizabeth Yates speak about her 11 month mission trip this week.
6. I'm Joyful to have a new controller  that works for my hospital bed, so I can adjust positioning.  Trust me it is a big deal!  
7. I'm Joyful to have a caring church! 

Will you join me in choosing joy?   To link up go tohttp://butterfly-wyldechylde.blogspot.com/  She is a lot of fun....

He Loves me for Real

                   
                                                           Link to image



            Since yesterday, I have thought a lot about God's unfailing love!  Then I found the above....  I was in a mood the day before Thanksgiving, and it was not pretty.  When was the last time you mediated on God's unfailing LOVE?  When was the last time you were awed by the fact that the God of the universe loves you and is constantly and continually rescues you?!  Sometimes I just need to remember that I am Loved by the King of Kings!  Not tolerated, but loved!  I sometimes am afraid to focus too much on the love of  God, but the last few days, I've realized I desperately need and crave  his perfect love and rescuing!  I need to lean on his Everlasting Arms, not just in times of crisis, but in daily living.  I've been reading a book called a Place of Healing by Joni Eareckson Tada.  Find it @amazon In it she explains the importance of a godly perspective even as we find ourselves wrestling with questions of suffering.  In recent years I have found myself confronted with questions regarding suffering, so the book has ministered to me greatly in recent weeks.   Note: these profound reflections by Joni were written even prior to her breast cancer journey.  God's love is the ONLY love that does not fail, ever!  Have you marveled lately at God's unfailing love and rescuing power in your life?  Have you worshiped privately and personally remembering all He is to you?  That is a reminder to me that Thanksgiving is not over, and it never should be!  God never ceases being worthy of our Thanksgiving!     14" He brought them out of darkness and gloom and broke their chains apart. 15 Let them give thanks to the Lord for His faithful love and His wonderful works for the human race." Psalm 107:14-15.Find verses here.  So tell me what has your heart encouraged today!  

• I am most joyful at this moment, because God's love is unfailing!
• He brought me out of my darkness and gloom, and broke my chains!  

I can count to 100! Can you! Thanksgiving Week

                                                                          Link to imageSo since it is Thanksgiving week, and last year I posted 100 reasons I'm thankful....  I thought why should 2011 be any different.  I hope that when I'm dead and gone, one of my life messages will be that Thanksgiving is a way of life, not a season!  I'm going to try to not to have too much overlap, from last year, but a few will be repeats, because I'm still thankful for them.  In no certain will joy me by telling what you are giving Thanks for?  Here is last year's list2010 Give Thanks List

1. Jesus Died for me
2. I have a place reserved for me in Heaven.
3. God loves me!
4. The forgiveness of God and others
5. The body of Christ
6. Music that lifts my soul.
7. Eternal Security
8. My church
9. God's provision
10. God's promises
11. Healing
12. The chance to disciple new believers
13. The chance to serve
14. My mom's well being and the ability to share life with her. All my family.
15. My Brother's success
16.  My Grandmother's  spunk
17. My cousins
18. My cousins who visited from GA this year
19. My Dad's health and Good spirit.
20. Our fall Vacation
21. Donna Chambliss  
22. My friends new and old.
23. Mary S.
24. Macy
25. Our new Van.
26. Money to buy more than we ever need
27. The ability to see out the passenger seat window in the van!
28. My mom's recovery
29. My chair is fixed.
30. Clients I have been blessed to encounter in 2011.  For God's intervention in their lives.
31. A hug from Michael W. 
32. A call from someone special on Father's Day this year.
33. Meeting Jennifer and Phil Rothschild
34. Purpose found in mom's battle with cancer.
35. Jennifer Hand
36. Michelle Humbert
37. Friends who are like family
38. Sandra Rose
39. Kristin Smith 
40. Deb and Jerry Higtower
41. All the meals everyone people fixed while mom was sick.
42. The chance to know some people in my church on a more personal level.
43. The chance to lead a Bible study
44. Prayers people pray for me. 
45. Unexpected answers to prayer
46. Joy in writing
47.      A safe place to vent
48.  The chance to take showers
49. Luxuries like Netflix and my Kindle
50. Carta Bus Drivers
51. My health.
52. The chance to bless others
53. My mattress 
54. Wise Counsel from Godly People 
55. counseling 
56. Comfort
57. Inspiration
58. Elizabeth Yates & Vicki Wade
59. Gifts I did not pay for.
60. Family that cares
61. Military Families
62.  New Mercies
63. A new female doctor
64. Living in the USA
65. encouraging words this year
66. Successful fundraising
67. Miracles
68. Reconnecting with friends from the past
69.  My lift
70. No broken bones
71. A greater sense of purpose
72. Being single
73. No Kidney stone
74. Inside jokes
75. Conviction
76. That I'm not where I was
77. New Shoes
78. The ability to speak, see, and hear.
79. A smile from a stranger
80. Freedom to vote
81. Motivation
82.  Jesus gives me the freedom to feel anger.
83. Sleep over with Jocelyn back in September.
84. Supportive blog readers
85. That the world does not rest on my shoulders
86. Affection
87. Personal growth
88. sweet memories
89. Peaceful moments
90. Spiritual gifts
91. food I never notice.
92. A RAMP
93. Meal train.com
94. The grace to let some things go.
95. The slightest improvement relationships
96. Projects
97. Free time
98. Lessons Learned
99. Safety
100. Good change...

All the Way my Savior Leads!

http://www.carepages.com/carepages/Handyman TO GET UPDATES....

                               My post on 11/5/2011 was about a close friend recently diagnosed with Bladder Cancer....  The doctors believe they got all the cancer!  Praise the Lord!  He still has a long road, and the family needs prayers!!  Tonight, though I celebrate the fact that even cancer is No Match for THE LIVING GOD!    Continue to pray with me please!

God IS Able!

So you know how I just posted a couple days ago, about how great my life is?  Well it still is but yesterday I received the sad news that my 2 best friends who are sisters, just found out their dad has cancer...  I love this family so much!  My heart has ached beyond words, as I have prayed, and wept on and off for the last 24 hours.  As most of you know, cancer is not a stranger to my family, and probably isn't to many of you.  I've blogged a lot about my mom's journey battling cancer, and yet little on my feelings about it.  I can only write as a loved one of a cancer survivor, and that is different from being a cancer survivor....  I suppose I feel the need to share some thoughts that are all my own  Every person deals with cancer differently.  First, for there was the numbing shock each time.  The self protective strong shell, followed by  the sudden tidal wave of emotion that hits when you are in a room by yourself.  It is tempting to think that somehow the world will somehow stop when a love one has cancer, but the world just keeps moving, but part of you is stopped....    Keeping busy is essential  .  Otherwise your mind can't rest.  Prayer is vital!  Friends are imperative   Things I held on too, were God does not sleep during the storm!  He sees, and He cares!   Mark chapter 4 1 Peter 5:7 Prov. 3:6  

Remembering that others have faced such things, and seeking them out helped....  Accepting help when needed, and completing tasks.  Crying out to God, not with words, but with my heart!    Finding a positive escape...  

Last and most important- Asking God to empower you, and help you love and trust him, through it all!  Remembering He sees your soul, and He's bigger!  He is able to rescue, no matter the trial whether it is cancer, or something else.  Even with the questions, it doesn't change his nature!  He is in the big picture, and the "small" details!  I don't believe God views things in large and proportions like we do, because to him all things are both big and small.  Verses that help me understand.  1 Peter 4:12 "  .   So while I hate cancer, and I hate that has affected so many people, I know God is able!  God's words says He knows how to rescue the Godly!  2 Peter 2:9  Please pray for my friends the Hand family! 

New International Version (©1984) Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you.

Ride the Wave!

                       
                                                image




    Hello Bloggers

         Wow I have so much catching up to do!  First, I'll never get it in with one post...   I've stayed away because it seems I have so to share and process that I don't where to begin!  Last Saturday, I went to my 9 thMichael W Smith concert!  You may remember that in 2010 God blessed with the gift of attending a fundraiser @ his home.  This concert proceeds went to the Y-CAP program of Chattanooga!  Info here  Guess what thanks to some amazing friends, I got to see him again and he said I know you and hugged me in whole line full of people!  I wrote him a letter, and he put it in his pocket, and at the end of the concert he waved and pointed!  I also bumped into some other VIPs that night too....  Amy Grant was Great, and Weston Wamp(son of local congressman Zach Wamp   A client recently told me "she was glad I helped her "keep" her baby, and she didn't think she could have done it alone!"  Things like these have the finger prints all over it, but wait I"m not done yet!  We have the same van for 11 years, and God provided us with a 2006 Van this week, so that I can sit in the passenger spot, and see out the window!  Cool, huh?

    I read the story of how both Abraham and Issac feared they would be killed if the people of the land knew they were the husbands of Sarah and of Rebekah who were both beautiful.  Even though they had trusted God in the past, they allowed irrational fear to hinder God's desire to increase their faith.  Have you ever done the same?  Sometimes when everything in life is smooth for a season, my irrational fear sets in, and I think at any moment the tide could turn, instead of just enjoying the blessing of the ride!   Can you relate?  God is oh so loving!  

Post trip reflections and photos!

This would be me watching football AKA THE VOLS GET CREAMED!

My brother entering the cousins while the 13 of us ate @ amazing restaurant called Bullfish  in Pigeon  Forge TN.

We are all playing my favorite game Apples to Apples, it took a minute but everyone learned and got into it!

Cousin Jocelyn was glad to have  this pic taken...

She just lost a couple teeth, but she is still smiling!

View from our condo!  We stayed @ River-stone resort and Spa!  Wanted to visit the spa, but never made it there, plus the spa is pricey...  

Love Brady's smile here!

GOOD PICTURE OF MUMZIE

A PICTURE of me, that I'm okay with

I'm really glad we got t
his one!

   So I can't describe everything, but hope these pictures provide a snapshot....  I relearned some things  on this trip....  

1.   When you let go of expectations you most often find greater fulfillment unexpectedly.
2.   You value your life more when you "leave" it for a short time.
3. I really do love my family for who they are!
4.   I eat even more when I'm away from home.
5.   There are a few things I like about the fall season!
6. I do love worshiping our amazing amazing Creator, and His Creation makes me smile!
7. God really cares about me!  

What do you love about  your Vacations/What lessons has getting away from your everyday stuff taught you?  

1.       

A Fruit Loop kind of Christian!

Hello Blog-land

So I got to be honest here I wish I were a better blogger.  I sometimes go weeks without posting, and well I just wish that weren't true but as you know it is  Anyway on to what I want to write about.  I've never considered myself one of 'those sheltered kind of Christians, maybe you don't know what I mean,  if this post offends you that's not my intent.  What I mean is, I don't carry a bible everywhere,  I watch a lot of movies that aren't labeled Christian, and I try to stay up on the latest entertainment trends.   I not so secretly roll my eyes, when people imply that public school  is the devil's domain, mostly because my mom works in public school, and I went to public school and it wasn't all bad, much was good.  Recently though, God has challenged and convicted me about some of my entertainment choices,  There is one show I love, and last week it showed a scene with 2 homosexual men in it, which isn't  typical of the show, but there have been hints dropped in almost  episode that were pointing to a homosexual agenda.  I tried to ignore it, because I wanted to continue watching the non-homosexual plots in the show, and I wish I could say as soon as I saw the scene in the show I turned the channel right then, but I didn't.  The next day the image burned in my mind, and so I prayed asking God to help me turn away from the show and cleanse my mind, because I honestly don't want to stop watching the show even still.  I found myself saying:  "God, I don't want to be one of those fruit loop Christians!  But every scripture I came to talked about being set apart as holy unto God.   The next day I told someone I had felt convicted, and they kindly responded, It's not real it's only TV.   On some level there is truth to what they said, but the conclusion I came to is that  God genuinely convicted my heart,   and that while I don't want ever to be fully isolated from culture, and legalistic and judgmental of other people, my process toward sanctification may look and be different John Doe, but I'm called to choose obedience even if I look at times like a fruit loop, as I draw closer to Christ  I may never be convicted by something, but maybe another person would, and I should respect them for it!  Romans 12:2 Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will."  I admit I am uneasy about this going deeper with Christ process, because I what else will be pruned away ?  The truth is a show isn't much of a sacrifice, and never will Christ ask me to sacrifice, more than he already has for me!  Balance is key.  How do you balance being in the world, but not of it?  Any thoughts?Image here

A picture of Grace! Part Ore!

                                                               Photo Courtesy of: http://www.michelleharstinestudios.com/p925242908  I will be ordering these.

     Yes,  this is me and my friend Kristin with Author and speaker Jennifer Rothschild!  We were able to attend the Fresh Grounded Faith conference here in Chattanooga, and it was great!  I have never been a person who depends solely on emotional highs or mountain top experiences to drive my growth in the Lord, but this was indeed a gift from the Lord!

If you don't know about Jennifer Rothschild's story, you need to:  Click it!    I did a bible study by her a few years ago called Me, Myself, and Lies. which blew me away, I felt it was written for me!   Jennifer is so classy!  Since she was 16 years old, she has been legally blind,  She is truly a testament to living by faith, and not by sight!  I guess you could say I have a new hero!  Here's the thing. I did not pursue this meeting with her.  I did not go looking for it.  I happened to cross paths with her husband who kindly invited me to meet her.  I did nothing to orchestrate this, I was richly blessed by a sweet gift, which I did nothing to deserve!  This gift is an illustration of what Christ has done, He offers us himself, He gave his life, though He owed us nothing!  It is a gift that He gave, and there is no way to repay such a gift!  What we can do, is live life as people, who are the products of Grace!  We can also be extenders of Grace!  God invites us to know him through his son Jesus.  I never could have met Jennifer, if her husband and others had not invited me.  My response was one of abundant joy and gratitude.  There should be an even greater response when Jesus invites us to "meet" him continually at his Holy Throne!  Jennifer got down off her tall stool to talk with me.  I cannot help, but see how this is a picture of what Jesus did for you and me!  He came in Flesh as "God with us!  He shows his love and care for us, by coming to us, while knowing in our limited sinfulness we could never reach out to him, or on our own  effort introduce ourselves to his Holiness!  He knows us already, and HE STILL INVITES US!        May we live lives that are evident that we are marked by grace, because of the TRUE HERO, JESUS Christ!
 For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— ⁹ not by works, so that no one can boast Eph. 2:8-9Find verse here   Have you experienced a tangible picture of grace?  I bet you have, and I'd love to hear about it!  

Half Full Friday-Reasons 4 Joy!

Half Full Friday Sponsored by:  this Blogger Friend

                                                                          image here

• I am joyful for caregivers who really do care, and helped me in a jam on Monday
• I am Joyful for the chance to talk things through and acess progress made.
• I am joyful for the gift of growing friendships!
• I am joyful for unexpected gifts like newborn babies and homemade Chocolate Silk pie, and friends like Kristen Smith who made it from scratch!
• I am joyful that my Savior is My Savior, who brings me real Joy!!!     

Change V.S. Me blog therapy and real

What change means?

                For as long as I can remember change has been hard for me. In my mind when I think of the word change as bad, scary, uncertain and uncomfortable. Rarely if ever, do I explore the concept of change with pleasure or excitement. Most of the time the word change evokes in me, a complete lack of control. When something in my life changes, I'm rarely ever consulted about it.   Change has often resulted in loss – loss of friendships, safety, loss of familiarity and more. Change can bring feelings of inadequacy and inexperience. Embracing change sometimes requires looking foolish, stupid, or ignorant. Change can bring added responsibility, which is one of the biggest things that scare me. I'm rarely ever consulted about major changes in my life. Most of them have taken place before I had any say at all. Granted I'm not open to change very often, but when change happens to me it is usually because someone or something has forced it on me. Sometimes I want to explore change, but with change comes the likelihood of anxiety. For whatever reason ever since I was little, all I wanted was to feel safe and secure, for me that has always meant to avoid change whenever possible. Recently I read a book called in a pit with the lion on a snowy day, which challenges readers to realize that Christ calls believers to live lives of God ordained risk.  When I try to think of changes being a good thing, all these bad reminders stare back at me. Change equals stress.

People around me often make choices and changes that affect me without my input or consent. It feels as though to make a major change in my life, I need large writing on the wall. Ever since I read the book though something deep inside of me wants some type of change. What I don't know is if the change will be worth the sacrifice of security and safety. Change increases the risk of failure. Change to me is like a one-sided coin, I can only see the negatives that change brings about. Intellectually I know that change can result in something good, and keeps life moving and exciting but both of those things are most often contrary to my experience. I often think that my life would be richer and fuller if I were more open to change. Even as I type this though, the possibility of change makes tears well up in my eyes. However, for  the first time, I fear missing God's plan for me as much, or more than change itself.  I'm inexperienced when it comes to making changes, and there's a lot of inconvenience that can be involved with making a change. If the change doesn't work out, then it is wasted energy and time spent on nothing being accomplished.  I hate that change and I have such a bad relationship with each other. Yet sometimes, it feels as though, I am missing out on something bigger because of my desire for safety and security.

It's funny but one of my favorite characteristics about God in then he never changes. He never second guesses Himself. He always does what he says he is going to. He never decides to be someone different. He is steady, Unchanging Consistent, Sufficient, and Sure. Change often means, losing the approval of those around you. I hear all the time that mistakes are not wasted if you learned something from it, and I wish I believed that to be true. My thoughts and ideas are often so black and white that it is hard to entertain the notion of gray. It's hard for me to understand, why God would desire us to embrace change, if that change results in something less than his ultimate plan. Usually with change, no matter how much you plan there is sometimes no way to predict the outcome of any change made. If something is a routine, then you know the most likely outcome. 

On the flip side though, what if by my unwillingness to embrace change I miss something valuable.  What if because of my desire to feel safe, comfortable, and secure I'm missing something bigger, better, or greater?

                The truth is, I don't even know what changes to explore, I mean how do I know whether or not – God will be honored or that he will give me His blessing? Today though God did remind me, there is nothing I can do to lose his favor or the right standing I have with him through the blood of Christ! I did nothing to earn or deserve his favor, and therefore my actions will not result in his disapproval of me. He may not approve of the choices or decisions that I always make, but that does not change my right standing with him! Even as I say that, I still know that the next time someone important to me disapproves of me, I will still find myself second-guessing whatever choice I make.I'm coming up on a painful anniversary, tomorrow but I also am reminded in that, I''m not the same person i was, and that in the last seven years, I have learned, grown and yes EVEN changed!  Input welcome as   always!

Reasons for Joy Friday/pics and survey!

• Happy Joyful Friday:
• I am joyful that on Sunday I got to hang out with my 5 yr old cousin we talked and played.
• I am joyful for a new Choices Email that will make my work easier.
• I am joyful to have no set plans this weekend.  
• I'm joyful because I got a sweet note from someone at church
• I'm joyful for a divine appointment at work
• I'm joyful that my favorite prime time show will start back in September.
• I'm joyful that I got to talk to a friend, I have not talked in several weeks
• I am Joyful that Bible study starts Monday, and that someone else is leading this 6 weeks

Link to Half Full Friday Sponsor

Here are some fun pics with my cousin at our sleepover!  What would a sleepover be without painted nails?

Um must you take my picture???

Ok I'''ll smile for this one!

  I don't like the picture, but I am pretty happy here.

And a survey about me......

Yup its time for another round of thirty facts and you have been tagged. (. Put down thirty random facts about yourself then tag 15 people. AAAANNNDDDDDD GOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

1. I am a Christian

2. I love Cheez-it Crakers

3. I have been to an MCHammer concert

4. I am witty

5. I am moody

6. I'm not much of a fantic about anything except Michael W Smith, and Beverly Hills 90210

7. I despise barbque pork

8. I don't like anyone running for President so far.

9. I love meaningful conversation

10. I love watching cartoons, now, but hated it as a kid.

11. I wanted to be a pastor's wife at one point, but thought I could never be spiritually mature enough..

12. I throw up, when I get too excited

13. I have a sense of humor, but most people don't get it.

14. I have a naugthy side to my personailty

15. I hate gossip, and fear being one, one day

16. My biggest concern right now is being a disappointment to the people I love

17. I check my e-mail constantly, if I'm in town

18. When I am mad at someone, I rarelly tell them until much later

19. I love the smell of finger nail Polish, Remover, Windex, and Pine sol.  

20. I sometimes wish I never started watching soaps.

21. My dream job is to be a published author motvational speaker

22. I always wished I had joined the debate team.

23. I almost got in a fight with a woman who hit, not spanked but hit her child in fornt of me

24. I hate confrtation for any reason.

25. I love Denzel Washington!  

26. I want to mentor teen girls one day

27. I love supporting chairtes, and thats the only reason, a paying job would be meaningful.

28. I  drank too much grape sparkle one New years and gotten sick

29. I would love to have my own beach house.

30. I respect men, but don't want to get too close to any at the moment, and don't expect too.  

Chasing, Lions,book review- Hearing voices, and jumping out of Airplanes?

Blogger Confession # 1.   Sometimes I read other peoples blogs, and think I got nothing worth writing about.  What on earth can I write that has not been written.  Today though, I'm writing because I can. I'm writing because God has given me a gift, no matter how imperfect I believe my skill to be.  I'm writing because time used improving a skill is not time wasted.  There's a worship song that says I sing, because I'm happy.  For me, I write, because it is part of who I am.  So, I've decided I want to risk more in my writing, and in my life, even if that means loosing some battles along the way.   Somewhere along the way, I have gotten so caught up in the mechanics of what makes a writer, that I've been laying my dream aside, and not enjoying the God given abilities that have been granted to me, and that stops now....  

       Don't we as believers do the same sometimes?  We miss out, because we listen to the wrong voices.  We dare to defeat ourselves, because a roadblock finds its way into  our pathway.  Jesus was the ultimate risk taker!  He risked his own life to rescue you and me!  His risked his comfort, He risked rejection Isolation and so much and lately it seems everything I read or hear refers to taking risks, and as I've said before I"ve never been one to take many risks.  Most of my life, I've longed to feel secure!          I have envied and admired risk takers, and admittedly despised some who are just naturally prone to risking, but I just finished reading a book called In a Pit With a Lion on a Snowy Day, by: Mark Batterson, Find book    and honestly, it has challenged me in ways I never expected, and some ways didn't want. It has also helped answer a couple questions I've been wresting with in recent weeks...  In my flesh, the concept of risking being a good thing seems too good to be true, for me, people who risk get hurt, If you risk, you might fall, and basically this book addresses that with a friendly "Yeah so What?     The truth is, I don't know what God desires for me to risk, in this moment, not even the smallest clue, however I figure my writing and life in general isn't a bad place to begin a willingness to risk.  Unlike my Sunday School teacher, who just jumped out of a plane, and lived- I think  I'll start smaller...  Where do you find it easier and harder to take positive risks in your life.  For me taking social risks are easy, but for me tasking task driven risk or emotional disclose with the ones I love most is hardest.  What I desire to know most in risking is that I am still dwelling in God's presence, and not reaching for others approval or what others view as best, with knowing I am in God's will and protection.  What are you thoughts on risking?    One thing have I asked of the LORD, that will I seek after: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the daysfind verse here of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD and to inquire in his temple."  Ps. 27:4  
Find verse here

Reasons for Joy Friday

Let's me just say joy is not always a feeling it's a choice
1.  I am joyful that I am alive

2  I am joyful that God gives me better than I deserve.Ps. 51
3. Answered prayers!
4.  I'm joyful that God has not washed his hands of me, and that He  won't
5 For how understanding Choices has been about my computer not opening their files.
6. I am joyful that my client's baby was born healthy.

7. I am Joyful to have my cousin Bill in my life!
Half Full Friday

A brief look into my heart! Yes Lord you are!

This post was written over a two day period after church yesterday!

image

                    Can I share something with you some things I'm learning about the character of God!  As I sip on my smoothie, I am in awe of God in so many ways!  I must begin by admitting that I'm a girly girl!  I love make up, and dress up!  I'm tender and yet strong, when I need to be.  At my very core, I'm an idealist.  I love happily ever after!  So now, you are thinking to yourself, I thought you said your were going to talk about the nature, of God, well I am, but hold on a minute.  I finally admitted several years ago to God and others that my desire was to be a wife and a mom.  I know it  is rather 1950ish, see above!    I know that the life of a wife and mom is not glamorous or applauded.  Still my heart is where it is.  When I was much older, I would day dream about how I would love my husband and children, but when people would ask me, I'd say no I don't want kids,  deep DOWN knowing I wanted children more than air!   Marriage and children are hard and no piece of cake, if it were easy there would not be high divorce rates, and staggering abortion rates.  I know all the practical reasons I should not expect to be married and have children,       When you work with a pregnancy Center and have these desires, it is both rewarding and hard at the same time, yet I need to know that I'm aiding someone in becoming a mommy!  It is often hard me to not want to "mother" other peoples children.  When I was little, and even as a teenager, I would become very mother-some to my brother until I understood he only needed one mom!    The Lord showed me today that this desire I have, though not a bad one is hindering me from worshiping the Lord, and loving as He is Worthy!  He is good and he is right!    For some time now I have sensed the Lord asking me?  T.J.  Do you believe I'm enough for you?  I''ve been pretending I did not hear him. Then today, I could not run any more.  I did not want to answer, because to be honest, if I say yes then, my life needs to match such a declaration and if I say no then I'm I a hypocrite.  So I told the Lord I want to trust He is enough, not just as my Savior, but as my Father, as my Comforter Friend, and Almighty God!  My main purpose is not to be a writer mom, wife, Daughter,  it is to be a Worshiper of the King of Kings, I am to live for his glory, his honor his fame, not mine.  Now all the titles I listed above are means through which we can offer our Worship to the Lord, but often what we/ I tend worship is our dreams, our titles, our wants, instead of the Lord who alone is worthy of WORSHIP.  It's funny, but about a month or more ago, I asked the Lord to make me deeply aware of his Love and Fatherhood to me  as his child and He shown himself to be true.  I asked him to bring healing to my Mom's life, and he has!  Have I always gotten what I wanted when I wanted it, no  praise God!  Over and over again, in the Bible and in my life, God has shown Himself to be sufficient in all things!   Will I still have questions, that go unanswered, you bet, will I still long for things yes, but my dreams are on the altar of God, and there is no better place for these to be!  Whether our earthly dreams come true, or not, God has been enough, and He is enough, and even on the days when we struggle to believe He is enough, he still is!  So what desire is God directing you to continually or currently place upon his altar as a sincere expression of worship? Food for thought!   

Reasons for Joy Friday!

Image found here
Find out about half  Full Friday!RIGHT HERE

1. I am joyful that music blesses me so richly!
2 I am Joyful that everything always works out, maybe not the way I expect, but it always works out
3. I'm joyful that I will be attending MWS AND AMY GRANT CONCERT!
4. I am joyful that I have my sight, and hearing.
5. I am joyful that God forgives me and knows me name!
6. I am joyful for a great week overall!
7. I am joyful for the possibility that my dad may visit in December,  the last time was 20 years ago.
8.  I'm joyful that a few weeks ago, I got to hold a baby in my arms by myself for the first time, since I held my brother 25 years ago.
9. I'm joyful for Joanne Everett's chocolate pound cuke.
10 I'm joyful I was able to wear makeup, and feel pretty on Tuesday!
11.   I'm joyful that Beth Barber read my blog last week!

Who you calling lazy? Eph 2:10

Hi Blog Readers:

I am trying out my Dragon Naturally Speaking program again. So if my posts makes less than the usual, blame it on that. I'm feeling a little lazy when it comes to typing right now, but I figure when you have a voice activated typing program this is okay.  Considering what I plan to blog on today being lazy about typing probably a poor example.  Ephesians 210 continues to crop up in my mind, and it seems that every book I'm reading right now, places this verse right before my very eyes. I will link the verse to this blog, because this is one of those that I can quote and you can easily refer back to your own Bible and even probably your memory." For we are his workmanship created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which HE prepared for us in advance."  if you know my writing very much, or if you've read this blog very long – you know that normally when I write about a Bible verse I usually have a certain direction I feel led to go. This time, I want your input. What kind of good works do you think the apostle Paul is referring to here? Is he speaking of general good works, or is he declaring that God has a specific set of good works for each of us as individuals?  Or do you think it is a combination of both?  The truth is I don't know the answer the question I'm posing here.  What I do know is God's word is still as relevant to life today as it was when Paul wrote his letter to the early church. I know that all Scripture is inspired by God and that his words stands forever!  It is those two reasons that I find it hard to imagine that this verse is not intended to be applied to the present day believer.  We also told in Scripture to make the most of every opportunity we have. So sometimes I wonder how it is that we as Christians are supposed to discern or know the specific works God calls us to do in our lives, or rather the life he is entrusted to us. Of course there are the obvious general responses, such as intercede for the saints in the lost through prayer, use the spiritual gifts, feed the poor, follow God, and on and on.  Sure all of these could. Into the category of the work God has called us to do, and if you're like me all that in and of itself is enough to keep you busy for the rest of your life. So if I gleaned nothing else from this verse, or have no deeper understanding than this then the major take away point I have is there is no room for laziness in the Christian life.  here's where I need to make a confession… One of my deep-seated fears of life has been either that people would think that I'm lazy or irresponsible. When you get to the core of the matter it isn't so much that I fear others thinking this about me, as I fear that there may be some level of truth to it. Lazy and irresponsible in my mind are two of the worst traits of a person can possess. In my eyes these are she traits that are inexcusable.  Now, no one likes lazy Saturdays more than me, that's not what I'm talking about here. I'm referring to a pattern of behavior that can be characterized by laziness. For me, what I had decided to do is to allow God to determine whether or not this is an issue for me, as I believe it probably is for most of us in some areas of our lives.  I have been reading a book called in a pit with a lion on a snowy day.  I'm discovering or rather being reminded that the areas where I am tempted to Be lazy are the areas where failure is a greater possibility. the areas wheres success is not imminent  or  promised.  Ironically the most freeing thing and the most painful thing at least one of them that has ever happened to me, was realizing I could fail at something I had done my life and still be breathing and able to tell about it.  So what does all this mean?  All I know is it brings me comfort, confusion, Joy excitement, peace, and strength to know that God wants, not needs but wants to involve me in his plans. However,  we may interpret this verse, it's clear that how we spend our time matters greatly to God! So while that answers the basic surface question, it leads us to a trail of unanswered questions that require faith and trust the one who is able and willing to direct our path and finish the work which He began!  Love your thoughts!

Reasons for Joy!

Half Full Friday!
find out more here

1. I am joyful, that I am having a week of complete wellness!
2. I am joyful for reminders that isn't my place to judge others
3. I am joyful we are taking a family trip this fall!
4. I am joyful for the fact that our 6 week Bible study went well, and the gals have decided to keep meeting!
5.  I am joyful that soon I will karaoke with the girls for the first time!

Image

6. I'm joyful for my mom's great health
7.  I am joyful, not everything assumed about me is true.  

Tell me what makes you Joyful this week?

In the Meantime....

                                Do you ever wonder if you are where God wants you to be?    Sometimes when we feel as though life is passing us by, it is because we fail to realize that even things deemed small are important to God!   Col. 3:23